Sunday, June 22, 2014

Predictability has a way of keeping us grounded and reassured.

Predictability has a way of keeping us grounded, focused on goals, and reassured that everything will be alright. Each day, I hear accounts of some tragic event resulting from someone who has lost his way or I look around and see beautiful girls gone sour due to lack of a structured life, lack of a positive role model, or adequate father figure, something I'll never know because for the first ten years of my life, my father was there in mind and spirit, despite the fact that he worked two jobs six days a week. The only way we could see him during the week was to wait up past midnight until he returned home from his second job. Once he returned home, he sat three of us on his lap somehow, and sang us nursery rhymes until we were groggy enough to say, goodnight.


I suppose you could say my father was our super hero in the sense that he was our teacher, protector, family provider, gardener, handyman, cook and entertainer. He wasn't stern, but he was a strict disciplinarian. If we disobeyed his directives, did a sloppy job, acted lazy or irresponsible or told a lie, we knew what to expect.


I remember one time I thought I'd get a terrible whipping but only after I had been thoroughly chastised. I had carelessly kicked the water faucet while trying to kill a bee. Suddenly, water spewed everywhere and it was clear, I had disconnected something. I felt as though I had destroyed the universe! I felt flushed and on the brink of tears. I ran to my mother but was told to awaken my father from his nap and explain my carelessness.


When he awoke, he looked at me in disbelief. Then he walked outside, proceeded to shut off the water source, asked me to get his car keys, and drove to the hardware store. In less than an hour, the rusted pipe had been replaced and everything looked as good as new. My father turned on the water source, gave me a glance, and returned to his afternoon nap. I knew his off day was a time to recharge, and I had expected the worst. That's the one time I remember my father being unpredictable, but he taught me a valuable lesson without saying a word: nothing is impossible.


Unpredictability is wonderful at times, but there's something nice and reassuring about predictability, something so many of today's young people do not have. My life was not better than what I see today, but it was more predictable. I knew what to expect. I cherish the 10 years my parents were together with our family. It was a magical time before the big "D" which happened b/c he wasn't perfect; yet, he was perfect to me.

Wednesday, June 4, 2014

Maybe it's not your fault--the five most common reasons for parent-child estrangement

 

Maybe it's not your fault--the five most common reasons for parent-child estrangement

Society can be hard on women, especially as they age. It's no wonder the suicide rate for women is highest among those 45 to 54 years of age. This is a time when women experience changes in their appearance and circumstances. This is a time when many women experience diminished self-esteem, often for reasons  beyond their control.

 

While there is no one thing that causes a loss of self-esteem, the result can be depression or eventually, suicide. Regardless of age, women need to find ways to express emotions, uncover reasons for any unhappiness, and rediscover positive aspects of life. This is easier said than done, however, especially when a woman feels rejected by adult children she parented, loved, and made sacrifices for.

 

In the article, "What To Do When You and Your Grown Child Don't Get Along," drjananderson.com lists five most common reasons for parent-child estrangement:

 

1. DIVORCE

2. ADDICTION OR MENTAL ILLNESS

3. ESTRANGEMENT DUE TO A SON-IN-LAW OR DAUGHTER-IN-LAW

4. TEMPERAMENTAL MISMATCHES

5. NEED FOR AUTONOMY

 

  "As the most family-oriented time of year approaches, it’s a time of heartache for parents whose adult children have cut them off – and the growing..." 
http://www.drjananderson.com/grown-child/


If you have an estranged child or know someone who does, writing a letter might be an important first step. After following the link and reading the article, please feel free to write a response to any of the five most common reasons identified for parent-child estrangement or add a reason of your own. You can keep your writing personal or share it on this blog site. The important thing is to start the process of healing and forgiving self and others. Best of luck! 

(c) M.D. Johnson (2014)